John 14:36 But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you. NIV
Dear holy Father, You know that the ideas I have are for improvement. I get frustrated because You have given me a unique way to analyze things and come up with answers. Those who have authority over me ignore or even come against me. Sometimes severely. It is like Saul who hated David, even though David loved Saul. It is hard to understand that or any kind of hate. Thank You for answering and loving me when no one else does.
Father, once again, it is time for sleep and I am grieving. My husband started the day by arguing and ended it the same way. I don’t know what to do. The pain in my chest and arm keeps getting worse. I think it is from rejection and stress. You told me You wanted me to be victorious but I am not there yet. You say everything is in Your timing, but I have been holding on for so long. I don’t think I can make it anymore. I don’t even want to try.
I don’t feel that I am making any progress. Please help me. The pain at home, work, church, and life, is overwhelming. Father, I need You or I don’t live. It is as simple as that. I don’t want to do nothing but fail. Father, not my will, but Yours. Help me to be a blessing to someone today. Change me. It just hurts a whole lot right now and I don’t see it getting any better, only worse. Soon, the time of testing will be over and You will come for me.
Father, I fail. If You can do anything with me, please do. I love You. In Jesus Name. Amen. Shalom to You, my Abby. Shalom.
I come for you. Lean not upon your own understanding but upon Me, your loving God. Didn’t I tell you I will not leave you or forsake you? My tender mercies I bring. Be comforted. I bring you joy and My peace. I will call him, My Pet. I will call him and it will be soon. I promise. Depend upon Me. I will not let you down. I see how you cry in your heart. One day I will wipe away every tear. You are My anointed. Do not fear. I Am here and I love you. Good night. Shalom. And life IS good when the Christ is in it. Cry out to God today. Shalom.