And God said: My Child, My heart beats for you. I know you are lonely in your faith. That is why I sent your friend. I know how you strive to love others and to obey Me. Your works do not go unnoticed. I know you are tired and thirst for Me, and My goodness, and you shall have it. Worthy is My Lamb. He suffered many things for you. He loves you so very much, Child.
Repent of your evil works right now. Repent and make Him pleased with you. He loves you and He forgives you. Try harder, lean not on your own understanding but upon Me.
And life is good when the C H R I S T is in it. Shalom.