And God said: You achieve very little on your own. When you die to yourself and let Me live in you, I will accomplish much. I know you are hurting. This kind of pain is not new to you. Give it to Me, My Child. Give Me every tear and every brokenness. I will heal you.
Forgive. You must continue forgiving. I will take care of you. You must learn to be victorious, My Child. Victory does not come easily. It is there for those who wait. Wait upon Me, My Child. I will build you up.
Yes, you have been here fifty years but what is that in the way that I measure time? You will have the victory. Wait and see. Shalom. And life is good when the Christ is in it. Shalom and be blessed.