And God said:
My love is greater than anything you could imagine. My love does reach higher than the highest skies and deeper than the deepest oceans for you. One day you will understand. You will fully receive My love. As to your question, you are on the right path for forgiveness. Keep going. Forgive all as I have forgiven you. You will learn this very hard lesson and you will be able to teach others as well. One day, and that day is coming soon, I will release My glory. It is more than you could ever ask or think. I will use you. You will be My prophet, My servant, that I will use to speak to the nations. My heart beats for them.
My Son died for them that they might live. You must go and tell them, My Child. You must tell them of My love. This is your calling and your purpose, My Child. I Am sending you as a sheep among the wolves. You are My servant, My chosen one to speak to the nations. Do not let doubt and insecurity creep back in. It is not in your own power that I do this. It is Me and Me alone who performs this through you. Do not ever fail to give Me the glory, My Child, My Daughter. For you know that in your own spirit, in your own means, you can accomplish nothing.
I will use you. Be comforted with this knowledge. Your days here upon this earth will be in service to Me and when you return to Heaven, you will receive a crown of glory. Fear not for you will not faint. I will strengthen you. I will heal your muscles and your veins. I will strengthen you. Keep following Me. Listen to My Spirit for He is wise. You shall endure until the end. You are not deceived. It is I, the Lord God Jehovah speaking to you and I have a plan and a purpose for you and for your life. Cheer up! I Am with you. Shalom.
And life is good when the Christ is in it. Shalom.