Revelation 2:4 But I have this against you: You have abandoned your first love. BSB
I prayed, Dear holy Father, I have let the hurts and cares of this world take my first love, my freshness as a Child. Father, forgive me. Restore to me the joy of my salvation. In Jesus Name. Amen.
And God said: Yes, I will do as you ask. I will rise up against the foe. I will defeat the ruler of iniquity in your life and in the lives of your enemies. Fear not, for I put him under your footstool. Wait upon Me. I will renew your strength.
I will put your enemies to shame. I will forgive. I will make My righteous acts known. I will avenge My sons and My daughters. I will rise up and defeat him who sought to destroy you and everyone that you hold dear.
This was a deliberate attempt to destroy you. But I will not let him destroy you. I will not let him hurt that which is precious to Me. Your day is done now. Shalom.
And life is good when the Christ is in it. God loves you and so do I. Shalom.