And I prayed, Father, I don’t feel that I am making any progress. Please help me. The pain at home, work, church, and life, is overwhelming.
Father, I need You or I won’t live. It is as simple as that. I don’t want to live when I do nothing but fail. Father, not my will, but Yours. Help me to be a blessing to someone. Change me. It just hurts a whole lot right now and I don’t see it getting any better, only worse.
Soon, the time of testing will be over. You will come for me. I fail. If You can do anything with me, please do. I love You. In Jesus Name. Amen. Shalom to You, my Abby. Shalom.
And God said: I come for you. Lean not upon your own understanding but upon Me, your loving God. Didn’t I tell you I will not leave you or forsake you? My tender mercies I bring. Be comforted. I bring you joy and My peace.
I will call him, My Child. I will call him and it will be soon. I promise. Depend upon Me, My Child. I will not let you down. I see how you cry in your heart. One day I will wipe away every tear. You are My anointed. Do not fear. I Am here and I love you. Good night. Shalom.