I had a huge disappointment with crushing emotional pain.
And God said: I require you to do nothing, My Child. You have given it all to Me and that is good. Your anger is justified. Your hurt is understood. Come to Me now in confidence. Know that I Am God and King. As Esther was persecuted, so shall you be. Now rise up! Put on your sackcloth and ashes. Humble yourself before Me. I will raise you up.
Come to Me with thanksgiving. Give Me all the praise. I will fill you in this land. I will use you. I will anoint you. I will raise you up even to a level you have never been before and never dreamed of going. Do nothing but serve Me. This is but for a moment. I will avenge you. I will declare you holy. I will lift you up. The temptations are many but do not succumb to them, My Child. And life IS good when the Christ is in it.