And God said: You must love Me. You must obey Me. To love Me is to obey Me. You cannot say that you love Me but do other things. Once again, when you love Me you obey Me.
Forgive the atrocities. These things were never meant to be. Satan has unleashed his forces of evil upon you but because of your disobedience, I could not protect you.
Come to Me now, My Child. Turn fully from your sin. Come to Me in obedience and fullness of heart. I will let you in. and life is good when the Christ is in it. Blessings and Love to you, friend.