And God said: Your life is not over. It has barely begun. Walk in Me and I will teach you My ways. You have so much to learn and I will help you, says the Lord God of Hosts. I Am the great I Am. I Am the King of Kings and the Lord of Lords. Is anything too hard for Me? I come to you now in regard to your weakness and lack of self-control. Wait on Me. I will use you. Do not depend upon your own flesh but upon My Spirit. I will lead you and guide you. and life is good when the Christ is in it. Bless you, friend.