And God said: I sincerely love and enjoy you. I know you still struggle with this but this blind spot will be overcome. I shall lead you into the heavenlies. I will guide your very breath. Come to Me now, My Child. Come to Me with a heart of worship.

I fill you with laughter, My Child, and the love of life. It shall no longer seem dismal and dreary, My Child. New life shall spring forth out of you. Old things fade away as the promise of new life begins.

And life is good when the Christ is in it. Shalom.