And God said: Child, you are right. You are being tested. Be not afraid for I know you can handle this test. I will lead you and I will anoint you. Trust Me in this. Submit to My leading. Receive My anointing.
Do not back away from what I ask you to do. You will not be speaking. It will be My Spirit speaking through you. My anointing is strong and powerful. I will use you as you have asked. Do not worry about your friend. I will handle him. He is of My concern. You need not worry.
And life is good when the Christ is in it. Shalom